Here the data of some real marathon pros:
Galen Rupp - 5'10" 138 lbs
Dathan Ritzenhein - 5'8" 117 lbs
Jared Ward - 5'9" 135 lbs
Shaddy Biwott - 5'9" 125 lbs
What do they have in common? They are among our fastest marathoners. And they are MUCH lighter than you consider for yourself as "sweet spot". Do you have any scientific evidence that higher weight can lead to better performances in marathons or examples of athletes with your height AND weight who can compete with the athletes I mentioned?
I find it hard to believe that Ritz would be able to run similar times if he was to gain around 30 lbs, which you consider your ideal weight. These pros work extremely hard with high mileage, training AND nutrition to be at the weight they are at, so I wouldn't tell OP that being heavy can be performance-maximizing, I'd rather tell him that he would be faster if he starts to lose some lbs, but also warn him about the risks by pushing his boundaries like the elites are doing, like weaker immune system and higher risk of stress fractures. A hobby athlete has to evaluate whether that increased risk is worth it to him, just as you did to yourself.
I'm saying this as someone who is also 10-15 lbs over performance-maximizing weight, I just like eating too much but if I could pull a switch that would make me lose 15 lbs instantly on race day I'd do it in a heartbeat, and guarantee you I'd be faster too.