Thanks for starting this topic.
Like a lot of people, my drinking just kept creeping up and up as I gave myself more permission to drink in different settings. By the end, I was drinking about a fifth a day while hiding it from my wife and family. I was skipping runs in order to have more time to drink.
I quit about a year in a half ago with the help of a psychologist and a psychiatrist. I can honestly say I've never been better. All the time and energy I bound up into finding alcohol, drinking alcohol, hiding the evidence, and hiding my drunkenness is now focused into things that actually move my life forward.
Sobriety has really been a godsend for me. This is just my story though.