just tired of it wrote: But the idea of doing this forever seems depressing.
anyone can find a job. a job is easy. the really hard thing is to find someone who will pay for doing something worth devoting your life to.
very few people achieve that.
which is why we run.
running gives my life purpose and structure and meaning and joy.
a few days ago the quote of the day was from a lady, Dina Asher-Smith, who gave thanks that the biggest stress in her life was figuring how to run fast in a straight line. when I run, I think about all those people who can't run. amputee war veterans, handicapped people, folks with mental issues, people whose job is caring for others, and like Dina Asher-Smith I give thanks that I am not one of them and that the biggest stress in my life is figuring out whether or not my treadmill is correctly calibrated.
when I run I think about people who serve others, intensive care nurses, traffic safety police, firefighters and coastguard crews and I give thanks to them for doing that 24-hours per day so that I can have the peace, the time and the freedom to run wherever and whenever I want and know that if anything happens they will look after me.
maybe you could try being a little bit more grateful for the things you have, and that might just distract you from how depressing your job is.
Cheers.