Pope T-Bag II wrote:
I'm not going to take the time to read this whole thing...but here are the basics of my life & outlook.
I am in my mid 30's.
Unmarried & single.
Consider me in the 60k-80k bracket (somewhere in the middle)
My rent is $800/month (a deal) for a spare bedroom in a very expensive US city.
I have what amounts to about a $300/month car payment.
Zero debt beyond the car loan (yes, partly because my parents payed for the remainder of my college bills that weren't covered by generous academic & athletic scholarship). I have not received a dime from my parents since college other than the modest (by today's standards) birthday or holiday gift that probably amounts to $50 - $150 worth.
I save about $600-$700/month for retirement...or whatever. This is through various life insurance policies, investments & a retirement account through my job.
I travel/am not "at work" 8-10 weeks out of the year. A little of that is both work & pleasure...but usually strictly pleasure. I'm always "on call" for work but not usually "working" a lot during that time...but I do work during some of that time since most of what I do can be done from a cell phone. I realize I could be further ahead in "life" if I saved more, lived in a less expensive area & traveled a lot less. But I have also realized what's important to me and what's not.
I do not want a family. I'm open to a life-long partner...but definitely not kids & never met anyone that I have wanted that life-long relationship with. But I'm open to it happening...if it does. I couldn't give two sh!ts if we call it "marriage" or "besties who fvck for life." Same thing.
I don't care if I ever own a house/property. Being this tied down when I'm rarely home & don't really care how nice that home is is too much of a trade off. And I just don't want the responsibility at the end of the day.
Although I certainly like making more money, it's strictly so I can travel more & live a little more comfortably. But I'm no more "happy" than I was when I was making less than mid 30's/year (for most of my life). I just live a *little* more comfortably now, worry less about staying in a dorm v. private room in the hostels I stay at (and I still camp a lot because that's what I like to do), pay for that extra tour or activity or two while traveling & cook less in that hostel I stay at. Basically, I worry less about traveling on a shoe string budget...but I still travel very cheap. In a way that most people my age do not want to. But it's exciting and rewarding for me. And that's what I care about. Oh, and I really like living on the coast like I do...I lived in the midwest (and even some in the south) of the US for most of my life. And I hated it. Sh!t hole. All of it. Mostly because the weather was terrible, the outdoor recreation opportunities were few, no real nature & mostly very ugly land scape...& zero culture (at least the kind I care about). Oh, and I just had very little in common with the locals. Doesn't make them bad people or wrong - they just had different life priorities than I did. This may sound like I'm just complaining/whining/am a very negative person that can't deal with adversity & have unrealistic expectations about where I live. But why live in a sh!t hole when you don't have to? I can deal with bad weather, or not living close to beautiful nature, or being socially isolated...but all of them at once? There was just no redeeming value in any of it...besides being able to buy a big house, have a family, make more money & feel more "secure" or "stable." ...see above for my priorities.
What's the end game here? I don't know. But I've also realized there is no point in this whole thing...there is no end goal. I don't care about my "legacy" and there is no "heaven" or "after-life" to work towards...we know this is highly likely no matter how much people want to believe there is. If that helps them sleep at night, that's fine with me. But let's just say I'm not worried about working towards anything beyond this immediate life. What about "retirement" you say? I mean, sure, I guess I could be saving more but the amount I do save isn't bad and they way I live my current life, it's rewarding enough that I'm not sure I'll care if I don't get to retire. It's not like I'm "counting down the days" and hoping and praying for the time when I don't have to work anymore. There are zero guarantees I'll make it to that age anyway... If I'm still doing what I'm doing now when I'm 70, I really think that'll be OK...because I don't hate my job & I generally like my life. I'm sure there will come a point where my health will fail me & I won't be able to work anymore...so "what then?" and "who will take care of me?" I'm just counting on there being an affordable, safe and reliable euthanasia process in place so I can skip that whole unpleasant part...I mean, what's it to me a moment later once my life isn't rewarding anymore? I guess that's the one gamble I'm taking here...that euthanasia will be very accessible in another 30-40 years....but I like my chances.