I've been in the running community for 15 years and finally got out. I've noticed over the years that my running started turning into a way to suppress my feelings of meaninglessness and sorrow; and it also helped fight off depression from some awful childhood memories. I finally got out and am on the "road to recovery from running" which is kinda how I look at it now even though it didn't start like it.
In addition to that I've read a lot about and know a bunch of ultra marathoners and runners in general who have very addictive personalities, were abused as children, or were prior drug addicts.
They can't seem to do anything else but focus on running. And they seem to "need" to do it. Recently I started feeling this weird feeling inside and came to a realization.
I think there is a strong positive correlation between the mileage/obsessiveness people have with running and their mental health. This correlation increases with age as most teenagers who run actually just like it. But if you run a lot when you are older.....
But I would argue the majority of runners who "try" to "make it big" and really dedicate their life to running are running more than just for the fun of it. They are running away from their problems.
It's just simple - running too much means your effed up. I also know a lot of older adults who run non-stop to escape their shitty marriages.
Does anyone else see this? It's like runners think everything is ok as long as they are running. This doesn't apply to sports that arn't endurance because they are totally different psychologically. You actually have fun and are not just out their trying to suppress your feelings.
If you don't believe me look it up. And I'm talking peer reviewed research from both sides. Not a surprise to me but GAY men gravitate a lot towards endurance sports. Probably because it helps them deal with their problems - not that being gay is bad but I'm sure it's challenging.
AKA your welcome for the post of the century. *Minds blown*