Been together for three years. I have strong feelings for her but we are currently in a lopsided position right now.
We talk almost everyday. She always says she misses me and cant wait to see me. But lately the words are one thing while the actions are another.
I drove approximately 35 miles to see her tonight. When I got there she told me she forgot that she committed to do something with her siblings that night. They went to a game. Tickets were bought well in advance by another sibling and she actually went with her family. They went out to some places together afterward and called it a night. Just exclusively them.
But I cant help but feel completely dejected. I went home feeling really rotten but I am unsure if I should feel this way which is why I am posting. This isnt the first time she's broken plans at the last second. Probably wont be the last. That is life, I think. But that's where I need you guys.
Do I have the right to feel rotten? She doesnt do stuff like this all the time but it does happen probably 5 times per year. I was excited to see her tonight and just feel really let down again.