I think a lot of people are misunderstanding the quote, part of it may have been lost in translation.
She means to say that she has such a good doping program that her substance regimen is her training and that doping has done so much for her that she sees it as her savior. You know how sometimes crystals are really cloudy? You see Ayana is a star but she isn't quite rich enough to buy really high quality crystals and all of the crystals she owns are really cloudy.
She is a very honest person. Yesterday she posted "We need a clean sport #DrugCheatsOut" on her myspace page" I am certain that she wants to get caught for doping and is furious that the authorities are not going after her.