Most days I have to force myself out and I feel terrible.
I never feel rested or motivated. I largely dislike my job, and I only value a handful of my relationships - most are perfunctory. I'm not motivated by money, and the few hobbies and/or passions I do have are usually met with disdain from people whose lives are centered around money. Currently I'm single, young but not that young, finding that most available girls are dwindling. And no, I'm not jamin.