I read the ESPN article this morning and it's still sinking in. So much about Madison resonated w/ me because I was once her. The difference is, I am here and she is not. I'm not sure why that is so (I'm still processing).
A few years back, I wrote an e-book about my experience as a collegiate runner on the brink of self-destruction. My story was brought to the attention of some readers on this very message board. Some people were encouraging, others were not, but most doubted the credibility of my story. Looking back, I believe that the integrity of my voice was compromised because I chose to remain anonymous. After learning about Madison Holleran, I regret my decision to stay so far under the radar. At the time, I had my reasons for doing so, but those reasons mean nothing to me now. I can't help but think that had I made myself more available to the public, perhaps Madison would have reached out to me. I'll never know, but I would still like to work on making myself more available in the future so that girls like Madison can connect with someone who has shared in their experience.
I would love to get in contact w/ Madison's father. If anyone has info, please let me know.