frustrated young person wrote:
I just don't have the energy for all that. Nor do I find any career field particularly exciting.
Thanks for impersonating me in a sardonic fashion typical of LetsRun. Anyway, regarding the others, I have no interest in the forces. My one true aspiration is essentially a pipe dream by most people's accounts. I'm tired of seeing Facebook friends gloat over their new-found careers, yet I hate myself for that, because at the same time I don't want anything to do with 9-5 monotony.
I've spent way too much money on booze and pot and can't seem to get out of the funk. I still think I'm 21. I'm pissed at the state of the economy and the hypocrisy that seems to pervade every level of society. I spend way too much time analyzing the defects of everything around me in order to justify my attachment from so-called normal life.
Worst of all, I expect people to tell me to sack up and stop being an impractical p*ssy, but most people that know me only see the easy-goes-easy-loves veneer I've handsomely crafted.
Maybe I need to get outta my own f*cking head.