I am really at a loss.
I love my family, I have a good job and I love running. The problem is that it is hard to do all three. I feel as though I get judged by others when I place a high priority on the running.
Also, my wife is having a hard time with my running. This is new. She ran D1 in college and still runs, but keeps her mileage to 35-40 mpw. She gets up and runs with the jogger stroller every morning after I leave for work.
The problem that I have is that on days when I run a good 8-10 in the morning (6am), I rarely have the opportunity to get back out there in the afternoon. I have a hard time justifying it to my wife, who has had a rough day at home with the kids. I also love my kids, so I want to be around them too. Add work into the mix, and it just gets to be too much.
I want to keep training hard, but I fear that my days of 85 mpw are coming to an end.