Thank You, and yes I'm in Colorado Springs.
Things got 10 fold worse after that story for about four years. Belive it or not that story was like being in Disney Land compared to what followed. It was no adventure, more so a nightmare. Which I continue to have literally.
I have never felt sorry for myself being that I did what I did to myself and take full responsibilty for my actions. My actions have caused a whirlwind of trouble and heartache..to say the least.
I do realize that most people are good, I have had so much support the last few years from friends and loved ones(which I did not really take and yes I was an extreamly selfish person and an ass so most of what was said was true and I should not be upset).
I'm very blessed for what I have today, and am not a bitter person. Even though it probably looks that way. Running opened so many doors for me and I am so grateful.
Again thanks for the kind words.