beawhore wrote:
I cheated on the woman that I will be marrying here in a few months. It was two months into our relationship, but I regretted it the day after I did it. She found out, and I cried like a baby and promised never to do it again. To be honest, she is the best that I can do. If you cheat, plan on getting caught and if you think you will beg for forgiveness, don't do it. If you don't care if you get caught, get a divorce.
Wow. So you cried...that manipulated her. Awesome. Way to start a marriage with a strong foundation.
And you say "she is the best I can do". Oh. My. GOD. Seriously man, grow a pair. Obviously you (and her) have issues that need to be addressed BEFORE YOU GET MARRIED. Your self esteem is super low, and she'll have the upper hand in EVERY argument/discussion you have from now forward; you have set yourself up for years of walking on eggshells - after all, YOU, my friend, are the cheater; and she is the queen who you don't deserve (as in the "best that I can do").
I've heard "soul mate" used in this thread. No such thing - don't believe it if someone says that. There is no possible way to know if the woman (or man) you're marrying is the "only one" for you, because I'm pretty sure you haven't met all the wo/men on the planet to make that determination.
My wife cheated 2 years in....then again a decade or two later. I did as well about 10 in. All situations are different, and I forgave her. However, she didn't ever forgive me - despite professing that she and I were "soul mates." Do I regret my actions - nope, because they made me face who I was, and then take steps to make myself a better person.
I have since taken my own advice and moved on from that disaster. It took me a while to realize what the real issues were, and then I worked my ass off to not be manipulated by tears or temper tantrums, and then worked on getting away.
My points here are:
1) If you get married, don't cheat. If you cheat, don't get married until you don't want to cheat anymore (doesn't apply to "open" marriages that are agreed in advance).
2) Every situation is different, so taking a blanket approach (e.g. all cheating is bad) doesn't work either.
3) Don't manipulate, and recognize when someone is trying to manipulate you.
4) Work towards making yourself a better you - you can't change people, they have to do that on their own.
5) Wear a condom.
6) Getting married? - PRENUP. Both men and women should ensure that is all figured out in advance. Marriage is a contract. You need to ensure both parties are protected in the event of something going wrong. It's good sense to do this, take the emotions out of it - and it's just good planning.