Hi lucky runners,
I'm a new poster here, run a heck of alot in several decades, including very long distance. After a long athletic story made very short here, I ended up requiring both feet be totally reconstructed. This meant several metararsals in each foot cut, moved, toes cut, joints removed, plantar plate repaired, dislocated toes fixed, 8 screws in each foot, 8 long months in a wheel chair non weight bearing. All the while I did work out with weights from a wheel chair which helped. The foot that was done first feels pretty darn great- the second one is taking it's time. Eventually the screws will come out and doc says I should be able to run. This is where I need the help folks, uh, it hurts. Not just my feet but my whole deconditioned body. I'm working at corrective exercises and therapy twice a day, every day, staying in as good a shape as possible, which isn't very good compared with how I used to be, but perhaps still in better shape than a lof of gals my age. Still though my motivation is sagging, I'm tired of all this rehab work, and struggling with the idea of how far it seems to run a marathon or more, when walking around the house is a killer. I don't want to believe I won't run again, and I'm not giving up but I'm worried about my sagging mojo. Any ideas about anything would be so darn appreciated. I'm lonely around all these people, unable to run away! ACK! judygal