It seems that ever since high school, Ive been losing the mentality to push through the pain. I just dont have that mentality anymore to push through it at the end of races. Im not sure why, just cant get myself out of this funk and make myself hurt. High School was no problem, it was the name of the game, as so it is here in college. I feel like im in better shape now than Ive ever been, but still feel like I wouldnt be able to push it at the end. I have a number of races planned for the next few weeks (redshirting soph) and am looking to get that one race thatll put myself back on track. Looking for help from those that have had a few years of college competition or have been in the same situation.