Just Another LRC Idiot wrote:
Greg wrote:
Third you claim I didn't study this topic. Well, true, I haven't gone to school to be a councillor or therapist, but I do have first hand experience with depression. I am qualifiesd to talk about my own life experience.
Well, this is like saying I am qualified to talk about my training experience because I have trained for a few hobby jogger races. And if Jack Daniels disagrees with me, I can say "that's what you believe" and what I believe is equally relevant.
Yeah, that makes perfect sense, right? After all, this is just a message board. Who can tell Daniels knows more about training principles than I do? ;)
What I'm saying is that I can draw from my first hand experience at draw my own analogies on what I believe to be true.
Look, life has been quite difficult for me for many years. However, I've also found some hapiness along the way. A now deceased relative of mine had bad depression and it really effected him.
Genetically, it's fair to say I have some of this because I am closely related to him.
However, when some of you suggest I am bi polar you are only stating your belief.
I find that to be a bit cruel, but, it's your life. And when you say 'well this guy is delusional and blah blah blah' and you just want to make fun of me, it sounds silly on your behalf.
Ultimatley there are a few facts:
Fcts about me:
1. I have dealt with mental illness and will continue to deal with mental health for the rest of my life. I am feeling ok at this particular time but will probably feel down again at a certain point. it's inevitable. Some of the posts on here, despite the visciousness of their intent and words, are starting to really have a minimal effect on me.
2. I ran respectable, not GREAT, but respectable PR's years ago and I do believe this aggravates a few of the less talented or less achivers, athletically speaking on this board.
Again, I am aware that by LRC standards my PR's are relatively pedestrian, but I do get the sense some of you want to poke at me. You want to say 'oh well he's a goof, he's ill' and so forth and it's your right to say those nasty things because this board allows it.
But when you attack my PR's then I know I've got you because even though my PR's aren't GREAT, they took some work and talent and they are superior to some of you.
So with my PR's I do get the satisfaction of knowing that some of you slowpokes are pretty pathetic because you are 4:52 milers or whatever (still not bad, but I ran about 12 seconds faster and would have dusted you) and your only way to attack me is claim I am mentally ill.
3. Fact, I will enter the mayoral race in Edmonton unless my screenplay is produced. I will get 100 signatures. I am very very confident I will and perhaps in a few weeks you will see my name on the city of Edmonton website as a registered, declared candidate. Then a lot of you can continue to hate but nothing will change the fact I am a candidate. Whether I win or not remains to be seen but I will certainly do my part to partake in the race.
I know this fact infuriates some of you becuase you must lack the confidence to enter politics or put your political ideas out there. For that I can only say well, get off your asses and do something about it.
The fact I've got business cards, have door knocked, have legitimate ideas and have signatures should tell you guys I am serious about my political career.
The fact you guys just want to hate on me when you are too lazy to just focus on your own life is quite frankly sad and amusing.
Say what you want about me but these are the facts.
Again I'll repeat them because some of the posters on this board have a hard time with facts
1. The posst on the board fail to bring me down. Yes, sometimes they do have some effect, but i am determined not to let them get the better of me. I would venture to say it is impossible to use the English language against me to your benefit. Absolutely impossible.
2. I am far from the fastest poster on Letsrun yet my PR's put some of you to shame and it probably bites you.
3. I have a poltical career that is off and running and this probably aggravates some of you.
I'm 3 steps ahead of many of you.
If I wasn't, you guys wouldn't be saying the things you do.