I’m 44. I’ve always been a good runner, but not great. Set some PRs, qualified for Boston. I’ve enjoyed it. Most of my training I always had the idea in the back of my head that maybe if I tweaked my training and busted butt, I could breakthrough and be great. I improved, but never became great. Now I’m facing my age and wondering how many PR years are left, if any.
Same story for my career. Always worked hard. Got some promotions, but feel pretty close to tapped out in my field. My job is fine. I make good, but not great, money. Again, I always worked hard holding out hope that maybe I’d have a breakthrough year and level up to a much bigger job or make a killer investment that takes off and makes me rich. Now I realize, again, I’ll probably never be rich or be an executive.
Maybe this is a midlife crisis. I have a reasonably good marriage and great kids. I just feel very average lately.