Back in the '70s, I listened to a recording of Ginsberg reciting "Howl," and it blew me away. I remember the wonderful drumbeat of the refrain of solidarity with his friend Carl Solomon, who was stuck in the Rockland psychiatric hospital:
"Carl Solomon! I'm with you in Rockland
where you're madder than I am
I'm with you in Rockland
where you must feel very strange
I'm with you in Rockland
where you imitate the shade of my mother
I'm with you in Rockland
where you've murdered your twelve secretaries
I'm with you in Rockland
where you laugh at this invisible humor
I'm with you in Rockland
where we are great writers on the same dreadful typewriter
I'm with you in Rockland
where your condition has become serious and is reported on the radio . . . "
One line in particular, both tender and funny, has always stuck with me:
"ah, Carl, while you are not safe I am not safe, and now you're really in the total animal soup of time --"
Listening to a poet recite his own verse can be a revelation, but can sometimes be a disappointment. Earlier this summer, I picked up a CD of T.S. Eliot reciting several of his poems, including "The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock." "Prufrock" has long had a special place in my heart, and I'd hoped to gain some further insight into the poem by listening to the writer himself. I was disappointed. I had the sense that Eliot, who was by then an old man, no longer cared much about the character or the poem he had created so many years earlier. I can understand that, but was disappointed nonetheless.