I've yakked with you a bit in other threads and wish you the best. I have a training thread here that's been going for a few months now and I have yet to get trolled. I hope you can find someone here who can give you good training help.
It's letsrun what would it be without some friction and yakking. Heck, I've got my 2745 other handles too for those not-so-good days. (You can only throw up 25 times a day and constantly be faced with the probability you'll be dead in 2 years so many times without getting a little grumpy.) Thanks for the hoping...