beta no more wrote:
She knows I liked her, she knows what she did, and she knows how I feel about it.
I still have all her dirty texts from when she was chasing me, and not that I want to, but I'm sure she's clearly aware that I could use these against her if necessary.
This poor girl went above and beyond trying to start something with you and you completely, irreparably blew it. Then you started acting like a creepy stalker, so she had to say she was screwing someone else in front of you because your autistic ass couldn't take a hint. Then you went so far as to quit your job even though you barely knew this girl and didn't even bang, and now you're floating the possibility of using private texts she sent you against her? What the hell is wrong with you? Leave her alone. Stop acting like you're some kind of victim, grow some balls, and find a girl who you're not afraid to take your clothes off in front of.