I mean I use to have big alcohol dependence, drinking every day all day when I was younger, even going to work drunk and getting fired..etc. but I'm thinking maybe I just had low will power and more irresponsible back then, my circumstances back then contributed to me drinking more than I should have. Now that I'm older and know better you think maybe it would be so bad for me to have few beers? I go to work all night, sleep all day, wake up go to work blah blah blah nothing fun to do, not getting laid, nothing, I think I might shoot myself in the head if I don't unwind somehow.. Ideally I'd rather have a little tokey but I'm afraid of something dumb happening to me at work and getting drug tested since I work in a bit of a dangerous environment and I'm new there. I have the weekend off I just want to unwind man... I really want to have a few beers this mornin, just one 6 pack. Would that really be so bad?