Goal time (before the weather conditions became a certainty): 2:29:59
Goal after the weather conditions became a certainty: top 100, forget time
Actual time: 2:35:59, 61st place
I wore a singlet, split shorts, compression socks, arm warmers, thin tech gloves, and a mesh hat mainly to keep rain out of my eyes. I really wasn't sure what to do with the weather, clothing wise. I never run in tech clothes, even though I live in the Northeast. I usually stick with sweats to train in cold weather, which I knew would be way too heavy to run fast in, and I didn't want to try something new on race day. Also, the fact that we had to have our bib on our outer layer meant we couldn't shed layers, and I was concerned any sort of rain/wind jacket would mean lots of extra drag.
I was very cold for the first hour or so. I finally stopped thinking about how cold I was around the half when my legs started to hurt. While the cold and rain were unpleasant, it was the wind that made running fast impossible. There were definitely some stretches on the course where it was mild, but it was always present, and there were miles where it was really really bad. Coming out of the Newton Hills the wind picked up so much that I think it was tougher than going up heartbreak. I really ran out of gas the last two miles of the race, more than I have in past marathons, I think it was the extra calories that had to go into fighting the wind for so long, more so than the cold, although I am purely speculating there.
For me, succeeding yesterday was about accepting that things were not going to go well and deciding to just keep running regardless. It was very easy to feel discouraged by the splits as there was no way during the race to put them into context. Looking at the winning times and top 10 after, it became clear to me that I ran really well relative to what I set out to accomplish. I had been dwelling on my pace, I probably would have bagged it at mile 15.
Another thing that probably helped is I'm pretty fat for a marathoner.