Ma'am or Sir: With your over the top sexual references, you may be a woman playing the role of a near mad man.
You have made references to your rights. You do know how you were programmed if you are not a female actor?
There was mass paranoia post-US Civil War. Sure, farmers had a few rifles pre-US Civil War; paranoid fringe began post-US Civil War. People brainwashed other people in US into believing hoarding weapons and ammunition was necessary. This fear has been installed in you. You have been programmed.
Society calmed down some for about fifty years. Birth of a Nation made people fearful once again. More hoarding of weapons and ammunition circa 1915. You were programmed once again.
This fear you have is not inspired by George Washington, Thomas Jefferson and John Adams. Your fear was placed in you post-US Civil War. Even if you live above North 38 Latitude, this is southern fear which has been placed in you. You can see someone for your fear.