I know it's really really hard to accept since you're so deep in this thing but please try to accept that it is over. 100%. I have seen this so many times. I would bet my life savings on it. Sure she might call you. Heck you might even make out or hook up if she is feeling really insecure or was dissed by another guy but 100% it will not stick. And here is the kicker - the more time you don't speak to her the more she will miss and think about you. The moment you text or reply to a text she'll have a sigh of relief that you're still her lapdog and go back to not caring about you. The worst thing that could happen to you right now is for you to have a conversation with her - then you are back to the beginning of all this emotional pain.
OGPosterNeedHelp wrote:
I want her to text me so I can get back together with her eventually or to at least know she still thinks about me/cares about me. I am doing much better than I was a few days ago but I'm still pretty emotional about all this.