TroubledRelationship wrote:
I can tell she feels bad because she called me an hour later asking if I was okay.
She called because she was afraid she would have to live with the thought of you hurting your self or committing suicide over the breakup. She was afraid you were going to do something stupid.
From your tone here she may be right.
Go see a mental health professional. Your obsession with texting her and thinking because you feel you need her is reason enough for her to remain with you is not a sign of a healthy mind.
If you really care for her do not cause her to live with your death hanging over her. Get some help now .
call 1 800 273 8255 if you are thinking of harming yourself.
I'm posting this on the off chance you are as unstable as you sound and not just trolling .
Get some help NOW