I am so weary of the drug wars,
of the fact that it is easier to cheat than not to cheat
of the fact that successful professional T&F athletes make 20 grand or less
of the fact that T&F has become a niche sport lumped as "other Olympic sports'
of the fact that to succeed it must change-fit in a TV window-have scripted story lines
of the fact that TV sells 4 years of T&F events as nothing but prelims to the OGs
of the fact that . . .
I could go on and list so much more that break my heart
but most of all that the sport I love is unlovable today
Was Ajees steak the straw that --you know the camel thing I do not know
I do know that today I'm so sad so very sad that the path has brought us to this point.