Last year was my first year and I thought I did okay for my first season, I ran 18:44(xc), 4:51 1600m, and 10:40 3200m. I was really motivated to train and ran 45-50mpw over the summer. I barely improved in xc and only improved 2 seconds in the mile and 7seconds in the 3200. I am really upset with my season and I have no idea what I did wrong. I went from having no base to running 45+ miles per week(quality miles) and saw almost no improvement. It is starting to really bother me and making it hard to focus in school. People have noticed that I seem upset and disappointed. This is nowhere near where I imagined myself being right now last year. I am already regretting that I did not start until junior year. I am going to a d2 school but currently I dont have the times needed to walk on. I want to keep running for a team but it is frustrating me beyond belief. I need to be at 17:00 to make it at least for xc. Im not trying to sound like a baby but what should I do? Or what would you do if you were me? Thanks