Venting: performed awful today, awful awful awfil

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6 years ago 04/29/2017 8:36am EDT

I felt like launching myself through a glass wall I was so pissed and disappointed. Wanted to scream profanities but just buried my head in disappointment. So sad because I'm much better than the pathetic joke I showed up today as. F me. I called a cab because I was so frustrated I couldn't remember the basic street directions back to my car my mind was racing with negative thoughts. Haters can talk. They'll judge me wrongly as normal. But I dont care. I'll have to somehow bounce back for my own sense of pride but this moment I have little.

6 years ago 04/29/2017 8:40am EDT

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6 years ago 04/29/2017 8:43am EDT

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6 years ago 04/29/2017 10:36am EDT

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Chill out. No one cares how you do in Apr. You have almost 7 month until the Turkey Trot.

6 years ago 04/29/2017 11:14am EDT

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Runningwetandwild wrote:
I felt like launching myself through a glass wall I was so pissed and disappointed. Wanted to scream profanities but just buried my head in disappointment. So sad because I'm much better than the pathetic joke I showed up today as. F me. I called a cab because I was so frustrated I couldn't remember the basic street directions back to my car my mind was racing with negative thoughts. Haters can talk. They'll judge me wrongly as normal. But I dont care. I'll have to somehow bounce back for my own sense of pride but this moment I have little.

Some advice that everyone needs to hear in track is "no one else gives a sh*t how you did". All that disappointment you feel is internal, from pressure you unnecessarily placed on yourself.

6 years ago 04/29/2017 11:22am EDT

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Runningwetandwild wrote:
I felt like launching myself through a glass wall I was so pissed and disappointed. Wanted to scream profanities but just buried my head in disappointment. So sad because I'm much better than the pathetic joke I showed up today as. F me. I called a cab because I was so frustrated I couldn't remember the basic street directions back to my car my mind was racing with negative thoughts. Haters can talk. They'll judge me wrongly as normal. But I dont care. I'll have to somehow bounce back for my own sense of pride but this moment I have little.

Other than that, how did you enjoy the play Mrs. Lincoln?

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