Should I follow my gut and break up with my GF? Here is my backstory: I've been dating my GF for almost two years, and she has supported me in my running and just about everything I do. Things between us have been going well, but then I met this one girl over Instagram. So, the girl I met over Instagram called me when she figured out that I had a GF, and she told me how much of jerk I was for flirting with her while having a GF. I told her that our relationship was ending soon which was kinda a lie. Anyway, I ended up talking with this girl on the phone for 5 hours, and she was just my type. I pulled an all-nighter just talking to her and went straight to my morning track practice at 4 am. Enthralled with a new found motivation for this girl; I ran a great workout for getting no sleep. I felt enlightened in a sort of way. Call me crazy, but this is just my experience.
Present moment: I never broke up with my GF, and the other girl stopped talking to me because I had a GF. (BTW I'm in my senior year of HS.) I will soon be a D1 athlete in college.
Questions: Has anyone else had an experience with falling for someone else while in a relationship?
Does anybody find motivation in running as I have?
Should I follow my gut and go for the girl I feel is the girl of my dreams or do what is safe?