Damn you’re describing me wrote:
Slave here too. Plan vacations or road trips with diligent scouting on where my runs will take place. I’m that guy who can’t go out on Sat night so I can rest for my long run on Sunday. Not to mention I I take a day off, I spend 3/4 of the day feeling guilty instead of enjoying the down time. It’s better than drugs or booze right?
Maybe not?
Ugh right. Anything that affects my running will make me feel horrible. I avoid nights out with friends where they could be smoking, polluted areas or anything that could sabotage my fitness in even a minute way. I miss out on so much. And if I am even exposed to the slightest but of smoke, I will feel horrible about my fitness for the rest of the night or at leas until I run again.
Don't even get me started on the eating aspect of it, I do not eat anything that isn’t 100% clean food so obviously this impacts my social life and psychological state. If I don’t run I am a mess, a complete mess. I feel like a lazy slob on days I don’t do very hard workouts. Even an hour at easy pace isn’t enough. Unless I’m running for 2 hours a day or doing at least 4-5 miles of work at mile pace I feel like a greasy slob. I can literally feel the grease build up inside me.