THIS IS ACTUALLY NOT ME WHINING ABOUT AN INJURY, IT'S ACTUALLY ME WHINING ABOUT THE WHOLE SET-UP OF COLLEGE ATHLETICS (at my school at least).
I run at a small D1 school and I came back from Christmas break injured. I spent 3 weeks of running only to test out the status of my injury and trying to heal myself, which clearly didn't work. The problem: a very tender, pretty painful spot on my tibia which appears every time I after try to run.
Anyways, blah blah blah. Who cares? I'm not even sure how much I care, which is sad in a way because any injury would've crushed me in high school; that's how much I loved running. Anyways....
First I want to rant about the athletic training staff at my school. My opinion is that I have a stress reaction. I had a stress fracture earlier in the year and the pain with this injury is milder and comes and goes more frequently depending on whether I aggravate it or not. It clearly is a bone injury though.
So when I saw the trainer, she told me I shouldn't have to worry about a fracture or anything "since the pain is localized in just that one spot". EXACTLY!!! It's in one f___ing spot!!! She told me she had no idea what it was. It seemed like a "bone bruise", she said, an then she asked me if I had run into or tripped over anything lately. Really???
This wouldn't be that much of a problem, but my coach completely relies on what the training staff tells him, like most coaches do. If they tell him I just have a "bone bruise", whatever the f___ that is, he's going to get mad when I stop if I feel pain or want to cross-train for the day. He's going to think I'm making stuff up. He might force me to do the workouts and injure myself to the point where it actually becomes a fracture.
Furthermore, he's going to make me jump back to doing 100% of the workouts immediately. He always throws returning injured runners right back into doing 100% of the training and he often re-injures them.
And this just sucks because I've been running for 8 1/2 years, I've seen injuries, I've seen how my college coach deals with them, and I can see that if my injury doesn't heal soon, I'm going to be on his sh__ list. Actually I already am; I'm on the slow side of the team. I know what bone stress injuries feel like. NO, I don't need ice and prescription strength anti-inflammatory meds, though that would help some. I NEED SOME F___ING TIME OFF AND I NEED ALL YOU GREEDY A$$HOLES RUNNING COLLEGE SPORTS HERE TO LET ME HEAL AND NOT RUSH TOO MUCH.
If the spot on the tibia hurts, I shouldn't be running. I know it takes time and that sucks for you and me, but you can't rush the bone healing process too much, or it will become a fracture or else drag out for months and months. I AM DOING WHAT I CAN, BUT DAM MIT, LAY OFF ME.
SURE COACH, you're investing me and paying me (a small amount of) money. That doesn't mean I should feel pressured into breaking my f___ing bones. I KNOW WHAT STRESS INJURIES FEEL LIKE, even if the trainers don't. So don't act all disappointed and ashamed of me when I tell you I really need to cross-train. Don't make passive-aggressive comments about how so-and-so was hurt and decided to run through it. Don't give me lectures on "mental toughness" and how "ice and ibuprofen will fix anything". TIME. I NEED TIME. Stop pushing your athletes into 100% of the mileage the week they return. Stop acting like we don't feel hurt and disappointment when we get injured, as if we were only doing this out of spite for you.
I WILL NOT LIMP THROUGH WORKOUTS AND TO CLASS AND BACK TO MY APARTMENT UNTIL MY TIBIA ACTUALLY FRACTURES. YOU'RE NOT GOING TO PRESSURE ME TO BREAK MY F___ING BONES FOR YOU, COACH. And I'm going to move this as quickly as I feel I can, but that's still going to be too slow for you. You look at us like an investment banker who watches the stock market, just waiting for that return on investment. And you think we should be so grateful to you for letting us onto your team, but you have no idea. We all are just waiting for the day we can graduate and get out. We can't quit or you end up winning.
For example, today Sarah asked how many miles our tempo run will be tomorrow. An innocent question. What did you do, Coach? You sputtered and spit and turned red, then, accused us of "holding you down". "Coaching is an art and I shouldn't have to answer all your questions". I think what you mean is that you still have no f___ing idea how long we're running tomorrow, but really you should because nothing is going to change between the end of practice today and practice tomorrow. GET YOUR CRAP TOGETHER. I can't believe you've been coaching for 18 years. You're always angry at us. Nothing is ever good enough. You don't really care about us. Not only that, but you don't even make us faster.
Except what do I know? I'm a f___ing undergraduate student-athlete. Why should anyone listen to me? Why would I know more than the athletic trainers? Are all college coaches like this???