Early in 2016 I did something really stupid and cruel to the woman I adore. I didn't cheat on her or hit her or anything like that. We had an on again, off again relationship, but I loved her and still do.
What I did was terrible. I betrayed her trust and without going into too many details because she sometimes reads this board, I jeopardized her credibility.
I was angry over something I thought she'd done and lashed out.
I can't take back what I did because it's already out there and done.
She hasn't talked to me since my really stupid, hurtful action, and won't return my calls.
Is there anything I could do to fix this and win her back?
Have you ever done anything unforgivable and had someone forgive you?
This has been eating at me for months and not a day goes by that I don't regret my actions. I'd do anything to make things right again so that at the very least we could be friends and I could have her in my life again in some way.
Any suggestions?