I am a female student who runs distance. I was all state both freshman and sophomore years (I am still a sophomore) in xc and track. I went to NXN with my team and me and my teammates won the 4xmile at NB Nationals. I sound cocky, but I know I am good- I have already received contact from D1 schools. BUt I hate competing. It makes me so stressed I want to cry and I fell so much pressure from everyone to do well. I want to travel and have fun but I can't go out on weekends- I'd have a workout the next morning, and travelling is impossible because I need to train. I like running a lot but it scares me and I don't want to be tied down to something that gives me so much stress. I've been thinking about quitting, and continuing to run on my own- I really want to do triathlons or a marathon eventually (don't worry, I swim and bike already for cross training). I don't know if I should continue this is college. Thank you for reading this long story and I would appreciate any thoughts.