Throughout middle school and grade 9 I was a video game fanatic, I would play every day after school. A lot of the conversation between my friends and I would be about video games. Video games were something that identified me.
One day my Xbox broke, even though I also played a lot on the PC I realized that I did not really miss it. From then on my video gaming started to decrease. My junior and senior years of high school I barely played games at all.
Every once and a while I'll play Halo 3 or Star Wars battlefront 2 with some of my friends for old times sake, but I could not understand why I would sit alone in front of a screen playing games so long.
Sometimes, when I'm sitting in my dorm, staring at the wall, or if I'm at home, watching some show with my parents that I have no interest in, I think 'is this really different from playing video games'/