I was diagnosed today with a relapse in cancer after being in remission (actually called cured) for 3 years. Hell of a thanksgiving I know. It is treatable, but the treatment would likely leave me with severe permanent nerve damage and significant cognitive delays.
I have a job and a life that I like. I spent almost 2 full years in treatment the last go around. I am 30 years old and, up until last week, felt like I had a new lease on life.
The question is: to do the treatment and be a survivor, with the potential long term damage listed above, or die on my own terms with all mental faculties until the late stages of the cancer.
I know it seems odd to be asking anonymous message board posters for such significant life advice, but sometimes it is comforting to hear what others not close to the matter have to say.
Thanks and a happy and healthy Thanksgiving weekend to all