Hey LR - First off please no trolls, even though you wont phase me. I'm a 20yr old college student who just got his AAS degree. I had planned on transferring to a local University and competing for their XC and Track team starting this Fall. This Summer has been a rough one for me, I have dealt with inconsistent training, injuries and a lot of lack of motivation. I love the people around me but I can just feel them holding me back, I often times think about disappearing to a place where I could begin a life.
I want to goto school but I just struggle to do good while in there. I have bad habits that come from poor social group choices and me being a tad bit weak minded. All I really want to do is run with a group or team and develop a bond. Like I said I do enjoy the people I have around me here but there is just a voice in my head telling me to go.
Anybody else have any similar stories?
In terms of relocating, do you have any suggestions of destinations?
Do I still have a chance to begin a new life and continue a running career away from this life I'm in now?
Honestly i'm just a bit demoralized and flustered so I needed to get this out. I had a great running coach who became distant after bringing on another runner, i've been on my since and need to find a way back.