I have an old yahoo email address containing emails dating back to when I was 16. Some of the things I wrote as a teen are just out of control with their degree of stupidity and are stylistically altrocious as well. The horrifying thing is, at the time, I thought I was some kind of genius. But now at 30 I realize that I was so obscenely stupid that it was actually my stupidity that caused me to think I was smart and now I want to cut myself. Goodbye.