Always self destructive. From unreasonable personal expectations and not being able to deal with or taught to deal with failure. Parents? Traumatic event at a young age that lowered personal sense of value to self or others? At some point, she just caved in to what others thought about her, tried it and thought it was ok. Maybe even liked the escape from reality and doesn't consider the consequences or impacts on those that care about her. Escort life gave her a sense of self control. She calls the shots there.
C'mon, listen to any interview with her over the last 15 years or more. She's half nuts when she talks anyway. If she comes to realize that many people think she is a bad person, it's the end for her. Seen this many times before. Will probably end in suicide by drugs/sleeping pills, CO2, since she doesn't seem to be the type to make a mess with a gun.
The kid is the victim here. She didn't have a choice of who her parents were going to be. It's not fair to the kid.
Time to rename the Big 10 Female Athlete award.