Thanks for the continued prayers all. We have been able to complete a lot of paperwork tying up loose ends. Title transfers, letters for kids, books, etc. I am ready, if it were to come, to let go and move forward. Thanks to my family and friends I have been able to prepare for this. Without them there is no way I would have every hand that has helped me prepare for this. I still am filming videos for my kids, and, doing some nice pieces, but, we are trying to arrange a living funeral. This way, people who want to speak and/or share how I have touched them, can find closure, and, share words they feel a need to share. We want to do this while I am still alive because it really is a previous event. Part of my is weirded-out about people from my past life (as a runner) seeing me now. I walk with a limp, slowly, shuffling and broken. My gait, and, amble are signs of my brokenness. And, yet, I still am standing. Every day I thank God for letting me continue to live. Yesterday morning's scare really freaked me out more than any so far. Had I not prepared me for death, I would never be able to get in the car. It's a weird thought. I am not giving up by any means. I just want to be sure folks know I am not giving up. Just moving forward.