Haha. I am not sure of the magical powers yet, but, I'll keep looking! The past few weeks have been okay. Extremely tired, all the time. I find myself sitting at work, eyes closed, on the verge of falling asleep several dozen times a day. I try to hyper caffeinate to stay remotely functional, but, it has been a failure for the most part. I might go an hour, from 8-9, before I feel like I'm going to collapse. An hour will pass and I'll get a little energy surge, but, it never lasts. My biggest challenge these days is fending off the energy lows. Probably need a transfusion,so, I'll see when that comes this weekend. When my counts get super low I will find myself having that experience where I think I am waking up and I see my body, but, am unable to move it. Then, I realize, I am dreaming this, and, start trying to shake myself. It's like I have to force myself to actually move something, then, finally, I'll really wake up, and, it will all disappear, the sleep, fatigue, long images in my dreams, etc. Kind of scary to be honest. Aside from this, I have no obvious side effects with the two thing they decided to try: 1) a vaccine and 2) a prostate cancer drug called biclutamide. The one my doc said will make me a girly girl. I keep expecting some side effect, always got them with chemo, but, nothing, aside from faitgue, but, it's hard to say where that comes from. Alright, back to staring at eyelids.