i suspect most of us are walking, to varying degrees, that tightrope between "no guts no glory" and "happy to be running." the closer we get to no guts no glory, you have to live with the fact that if you ain't hurt a little, you ain't trying hard enough--and this no different than what elite athletes should be feeling, so there's a measure of satisfaction in daring greatly even if no one's really noticing us old folks like they do the professionals. i suppose the one thing we have over our younger counterparts is a measure of resilience, as mentioned above, that you can only feel at our advanced age...
on the road to spokane means i've got to make every mile in training count, from recovery to quality.
tried some different things this week, different in the sense that i've gotten away from some of this over the last couple of years:
sunday was a 5k, the dino dash fundraiser for my kids' school district, but a well attended and fairly competitive race. ran 16:52--the good is that i finished healthy, and that it came at the end of a good week of training. the bad is that 2 years ago this would have been my 4 mile tempo pace...
monday: 9 miles recover (7 with h.s. team, plus i ran from home to practice and back)
tuesday: tuesday night trackwork: 1600 @ 5:08; 4x800 (2:26/2:26/2:36/2:26); 4x400 (69-70s)
wednesday: am--6 miles; pm--4 miles
thursday: am--6 miles total (with 12x400 with 100m jog, around 86-87 pace for the 400s)
friday: am--3-4 miles running around x-c course while teams were racing; pm--6 miles total with 4 mile tempo @5:40 pace
saturday: 7 mile recovery run on hilly trails
sunday: 13 miles total, rabbiting youth races at x-c meet: 2x2k, 4x3k, 1x1 mile--the 2ks were moderately paced with 7-8 year olds, but the 3ks and mile (with ages 9-10 through 13-14 year old girls through the first mile of their 4k race) were around 5:20-5:30 mile pace on a hilly x-c course. hadn't done this in a few years since my kids are no longer in youth running, but i had some h.s. kids i coach running in the 17-18 year old race, so i showed up early and offered rabbiting services to help the young 'uns around the course...
we'll have an 8k socal x-c race next sunday, but at this point workouts are still a priority on the road to spokane. hope to see some of you there, and unlike some of our lurkers here who question our sanity, i continue to find inspiration and motivation from your resilience and madness; or, in the immortal words of emily dickinson:
much madness is divinest sense -
to a discerning eye -
much sense - the starkest madness -
’tis the majority
in this, as all, prevail -
assent - and you are sane -
demur - you’re straightway dangerous -
and handled with a chain -
carpe crepusculum
cush