Mr Shay,
I empathize with those posters who have been captivated by the way you have expressed your grace, elegance and streghth of character.
More than anything, I empathize with a father who is missing his son. As a son I miss my father. But fortunately he only lives far away, very far away. But he is here.
Maybe I should know from the many things that have been written after that tragic day, but I wanted to ask if you go running and what it feels like to do so.
Running has almost always helped me to weather some difficult times, even some very difficult times. And in fact, injury and the inability to run when I was younger felt like having lost an instrument to confront hardship...
Again my sincere condolences to you and your family.