As much as I wish my 18 yr old self had made some better decisions regarding college, (oh to have taken up my mother's offer to live at home for free and worked for a year or two) ultimately, the decisions have been made. I picked the college, I saw the financial aid package, I signed the dotted line.
I didn't do particularly well in college; I'll do fine, but the big banks and companies aren't exciting flooding my inbox with offers. I have more debt than I would prefer (likely just over what my entire first year salary will be). I think some of the lending practices standard in the student loan industry are damn near criminal.
But again, at the end of the day, I signed the dotted line. It's MY debt, and I'm going to pay it back. I was going to write "every penny" but after 10 years of interest payments, it'll probably be more like "two of every penny."
I wish I didn't have the debt, but I do. Now is the time to roll up my sleeves and pay it off.
I'll offer some unsolicited advice for anyone to which it applies: if you can, stay in your parent's house and work for two years. Tell them you want to save some money for college and ask what they expect out of you in terms of rent. Take one community college course a semester to keep yourself acquainted with "school mode." Take broadly applicable classes- you might not be a math major, but Calc I and II are useful in a lot of fields. You might not want to get your CPA, but an accounting course that helps you manage your money is not merely limited to finance majors. Maybe you want to teach History, but you probably wouldn't regret taking a very basic Comp Sci course. . . you get the picture.
If and when you decide to pursue a bachelor's degree, you'll be far more prepared than you were when you graduated high school. If this advice hits you too late, hey, I screwed up a lot too. I'm perfectly willing to accept that, and accept that I'll be working very hard the next few years to make up for the mistakes I've made.