Unsaid. I'm one of the really old couple here and I do have some self-discipline and decency and I can't even recall a single thing I regret having said. But unsaid? Yeah, plenty. Most of it to women when I was younger, or to adults I was intimidated by but should have just confronted.
In complete agreement with Weary. Unsaid to several women about life-changing decisions, and I left many words unsaid to so-called mentors, authority figures, or those who were in positions of trust who behaved inappropriately. I was always taught and thought it was best to keep the peace and hold my tongue, but for this I now have reservations.
At some point I would like to just call it as it is, instead of stepping carefully around everyone's feelings.
I feel you there. Additionally, I have a lot of difficulty asking for help, which has definitely harmed some of my relationships (e.g., being depressed/anxious and pushing people away rather than opening up about it and asking for support).
Could bot agree more.
|in hind sight|
Things said. I'm someone who usually says my peace and tends to be open and honest about my feelings. Over the years, there have been one or two instances where I wish I could take back a few things said in the heat of an argument or disagreement. I do not have the ability to hold back my emotions like a lot of people; however, I also do not have a problem expressing my feelings to my friends/loved ones.
Given those two choices I would say unsaid. But, it's more some decisions on what I DID, rather than said.
That said- I realize that I am happy (at 53) and my decisions on what I did and what I said and didn't say got me where I am today.
What minor change in my past would have completely altered where I am today.
But- what action or words, spoken or not, got me where I am today?
I once told a girl that I loved her,
but I was actually after her brother.
She was my in
to get to know him,
so I let her think there was no other.
Well we went out for a while,
and I really did like her style.
But attracted I wa'nt
to her clean shaven cunt.
I wanted to be with Kyle.
Kyle and I fell in love.
When into him I'd myself shove
from in the mouth or behind
in pleasure he'd whine
and tell me "this I've been dreaming of."
One day my girlfriend walked in
and found laying with him.
I was embarrassed a lot
because I'd been caught
with Kyles jizz on my chin.
Well of course she was mad,
and I felt horribly bad.
Her I'd mislead.
I blew her brother instead,
and left a sweet girl feeling sad.
After leaving this girl mislead
I really wished I was dead.
I'd lied through my smile
while blowing kyle.
Now I'm sad I left my true thoughts unsaid.
I'm not saying because I fear I might regret it. Oh crap, now I regret saying what I just said.
This except by later this summer probably tonight or tomorrow, lol.